a change..

hi frnds..i think u ppl know tat change s a rule in every 1's life...recently i 2 experienced a great change in my behaviour,my character n my attitude...1st of all i have become more decent..i now find positiveness in all things..lost interest in admiring gals,flirting them n even d thots of beautiful gals..now i just think of purest form of friendship wit all-boys n girls..no expectation from any1..just living 2 my passion n goal..i m now speaking less n listening more..i m confused abt this change n so my friends..bt i m enjoying this change n feel good..may b in few days ths excitement will pass over and it will becum a routine..may b my friends will understand me better now..but the feelings you get,the emotional upsets,the lonliness n mood changes distance you from ur friends for a while..u try to switch to ur old thots n life..by doing so u fail to enjoy the new thots and new life awaiting you..just b patient and accept d change..at the end you will feel better..

the people who inspired me..

everybod is inspired by some persons or events in their life..so do i..the time since i remember the events of my life i have been infunced by lot of eople and events..


my father-he is my god..he is my everything..from story telling to teaching,from toy making to childhood sleeping-partner,from inspiration to life's lessons..he is everything and in every part of my life..the positive attitude,calmness,sympathy and coolness all i credit to his teaching..he never taught me how to live but showed it by undergoing himself..

my brother/my bhai-when i was kid i just learned how to fight and how to play from my brother..but as i passed from teenage to youth i found a role-model in him..his kind-hearted nature,dressing style,boldness,commanding language and hi-tech thoughts all inspired my college days and beyond..his love towards me is so much that i never felt alone..

my school principal-he is a man to be worshipped..his teaching style,language and subject knowledge,his attitude towards students,his patriotic feelings all inspired me and awoke a hidden indian citizen in me..he made me dream higher and higher...and sowed the seeds of hardwork and dedication..

my uncle-at first i used to hate him because of his tough nature..but as i became older all his words and sayings seemed true..he always wanted us to excel in the work we did..wanted us to be best..he sacrificied his life for achieving our goals..his sacrificing nature,his simple living,his love for all and forgeting-enemy nature all touched my heart..

my friends-i think i share lot of time with my friends..they with their character and acts inspired me through out..in each meeting,in each fun,in each fight i found something to add to my life..they too inspired me to write stories and poems with their funny response and feedbacks..one of my friend who is herself poet evocked a new poet in me,a new passion in me and a new thought process..but all friends add something to my inspiration..and if i write all those inspirration it will fill pages and pages..